16 June 2008

BrInG oN tHe MeN

whores. a word that is said more often than not as a retaliaiton to an accusation. is it really all that horrible, i mean come on back in anywhere from 1500's to the present day, there have been whores. i realize to some this topic may be uncomfortable but this is my blog, so if you don't like it, don't read or deal with it! anywho a whore is a woman who engages in promiscuous sexual intercourse, usually for money.*dictionary.com* first off, why just women? i mean i realie that back aways ther might not have been man whores but now there are and the definition isn't updated, come on, if that's not sexist then i'm monkey! *not really, but my sister is*. as for the money part, can you blame anyone, male or female for turning to sex as a way to get money? sometimes people have no other choice but to sell themselves and hope to get enough money to get away from wherever they are, a prime example is jekyll and hyde's character lucy. one of the songs "girls of the night " is a better example. lyrics-
NELLIE:We're the pleasures of the nighttime that fade at dawn,selling treasures of the nighttime til night is gone.And then when the party's over, everybody's gone away,we stare at an empty day - what is there to do or say?Nighttime is where we live,night is when we give everything we have to give.Most lovers can rejoice, we don't have a choice,we just know we have to give.That's why the day can never be brightfor the girls of the night.
LUCY:Somewhere I know there's a someday that's just for me.Everybody has a someday - so why not me?
NELLIE:Lucy, do you really need to fill your heart with empty dreams?You'll always be what you are - stop chasing that distant star!
BOTH:Nighttime is where we live,night is when we give everything we have to give.Most lovers can rejoice, we don't have a choice,we just know we have to give.That's why the day can never be bright for the girls of the night.
LUCY:Fly away, fly away, let me find my wings.Let me be the girl I want to be!
NELLIE:I'm afraid to fly away, for all I have is here.
LUCY:I have my hopes ...
NELLIE:I have a child, and children must be fed.Forget your hopes, or you will be misled!With the dawn they disappear ...
LUCY:... then why are mine still here?
NELLIE:Fly away, fly away, fly away ...
BOTH:Ask me to share your fantasies, dear,but don't ask me where tomorrow is.Don't ask me where to find happiness,though I know for sure where sorrow is.
NELLIE:Sorrow is where the dark meets the light ...
LUCY:Someday I pray my fears will take flight ...
BOTH:Sorrow is where all hope fades from sightfor the girls of the night ...We're the girls of the night ...Just the girls of the night ...
most of the time when girls are labeled as whores or sluts they are considered dirty or not fit to date. when guys display their....how shall i say it.....sexual prowess, then they are considered manly or my favorite, studly.

15 June 2008

BrOaDwAy RaNt

all right i need another minute for a little rant of mine. you know how you can find broadway shows on cds? i know, i know dumb question but stick with me. well when the shows go on tour, do you think that the original cast goes? no it's a touring cast and soemtimes certain people are better at the character than the original actors.....and guess what.......you can't the touring cast's cds anywhere...except on youtube.....but......AnYwHo. yea you can only find original casts and revival casts....it's so annoying!!!! yea that's my little rant, oh to any soccer players out there i found this icon that said "soccer doesn't build character, it reveals it." so there ya and is uppose shoveling snow in shorts builds character as well. yeesh! i know it's not long but honestly this is what you are gettin...
cheers!
here's to craziness, life,loss and love
elisianna

11 June 2008

EnD oF tHe YeAr!

well for me my sophomore*wise fool in greek* year ends on june 16th and i can't believe it. the year just went by so fast and i feel as though i missed so much. i went from a girl who didn't know how the heck she was going to get through the year to a young woman who is blessed by wonderful friends, guys and girls, a wonderful drama family and a relatively good sense of humour and hopes for the future and for love. i just feel this incredible of lonliness, i know i'm loved by my friends but i don't know how often i'll see them over the summer. loss doesn't always mean death. i know i've lost some of my friends just because we have lost touch...... what really hurts is that since most of my friends are juniors and they'll be graduating next year. my drama years have been so amazing because i have gotten to know so many amazing talented people. sure i've crushed on a couple but i love them all and i am going to be a complete mess at graduation but i now realize how much i cherish them and their friendship..yea i use this blog as a vent for my feelings if you want to ask anything, please do and i'll be glad to answer.
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elisianna